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- Would love to hear insight on my experience. I’ve dabbled in micro in the past but it wasn’t consistently helpful and haven’t done it in a while. Last night was my 1st time trying for macro. I was hoping for a spiritual-therapeutic journey. I ate 3.2g of the chocolate sacrament from PVC. I don’t take any meds that interact with the sacrament. I didn’t trip, no visuals or euphoria or dissolving of ego or feelings of unity or divine connection. It was an interesting intellectual exercise, in that I was really tuned into my thoughts, and able to imagine arguments in which I could see the uprightness of the other side with a depth of perception I hadn’t had before. Meaning, I could understand the righteousness of another perspective even though it wasn’t mine. That was cool and I enjoyed it, and it taught me a lesson to take away with me. I could see the ridiculousness of certain patterns of thought that constrain me, and how silly it is to be attached to thought processes that don’t serve my wellbeing. So that’s all valuable and I appreciate that. But I was really hoping to go deeper psychedelically. To really break through from my current reality in a paradigm-shifting way. I was disappointed on that point. I want to try again, and I’m thinking about eating 2 whole chocolate bars next time. What do you think? Is it possible it just won’t work for me?Would love to hear insight on my experience. I’ve dabbled in micro in the past but it wasn’t consistently helpful and haven’t done it in a while. Last night was my 1st time trying for macro. I was hoping for a spiritual-therapeutic journey. I ate 3.2g of the chocolate sacrament from PVC. I don’t take any meds that interact with the sacrament. I didn’t trip, no visuals or euphoria or dissolving of ego or feelings of unity or divine connection. It was an interesting intellectual exercise, in that I was really tuned into my thoughts, and able to imagine arguments in which I could see the uprightness of the other side with a depth of perception I hadn’t had before. Meaning, I could understand the righteousness of another perspective even though it wasn’t mine. That was cool and I enjoyed it, and it taught me a lesson to take away with me. I could see the ridiculousness of certain patterns of thought that constrain me, and how silly it is to be attached to thought processes that don’t serve my wellbeing. So that’s all valuable and I appreciate that. But I was really hoping to go deeper psychedelically. To really break through from my current reality in a paradigm-shifting way. I was disappointed on that point. I want to try again, and I’m thinking about eating 2 whole chocolate bars next time. What do you think? Is it possible it just won’t work for me?2 Comments 0 Shares 70 Views 0 ReviewsPlease log in to like, share and comment!
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